Learning and Growing

Yesterday I wrote about the different rhythms of nourishment of this year. Another aspect of this year is that for me it has been a period of learning and growing. There's a certain element of COVID restrictions which has made it easier to take a step back and reflect on a number of things. 

I'm definitely doing that in my work role and it's been a good time to take advantage of all sorts of courses and programmes that help me to do that, and to make changes to improve. I am part of a year long course about caring for cross-cultural workers, which has been great to understand more about the pressures and challenges that we face generally, as well as the extra challenges that this year has brought. 

I've been a part of a Women in Leadership Coaching programme over the last 6 months. I am culturally the odd one out in the group, so often need a bit of translation but we've talked about personality types and how they can affect our leadership styles and interactions with colleagues. We also assess our own ability in leading relationally, strategically, spiritually, and visionary, and talked through how to find a balance between each of these aspects. 

To be honest I've been a bit disappointed with the lack of depth involved in the programme (culture is definitely a factor in that) but simply by participating in the programme has made me look elsewhere for further reflection and input. I undertook a 360 degree evaluation, getting anonymous feedback from several different colleagues. The experience can be a bit sobering, as how other people perceive you comes into clearer focus, but in the long run, it's given me insight into how to adjust interactions so that people receive what I really intend to communicate. I'm really grateful to a few friends who have helped in that process, as I reflect on the feedback and weigh it up in the light of my calling and cultural expectations. 

And this year hasn't just been about growing in my work role. I've also really appreciated regularly being a part of a small group for great spiritual discussions and challenges. I have added in other short courses to 'lean into' the gifts that I've been given in a greater depth and confidence. In the process, I'm excited and intrigued to keep on stepping out of my comfort zone and to push myself further in trusting God and growing in him.